Vertigo - Intellectual

[Chorus]

All I ever craved was some peace of mind

Don't think that exists

As scary as it is

I wish I could embrace confusion

Nothing makes sense, and sense makes nothing

Life is a bitch, but at least I'm fucking

'Cause arguments lead to better sex

And me and this world don't get on

[Bridge]

Being comfortable in life makes me nervous

There's a reason kids don't like the dark

Hurts most when you don't see it coming

But it's heights that eat me alive

[Verse 1]

Don't wanna go right to the top and look down at the tourists

I wanna stand with 'em and look as we say that it's glorious

To look at the view is way better than being it

Hollywood full up of L's, so how could you ever look at it, see me in it?

Never

I'm chasing my dream, 'cause that has got me in it

Legacy, that's got the g in it

Reason I'm rapping, it's not 'cause there's p in it

'Cause I'm in love with it

If I get famous, it's just 'cause there's us in it, yeah

[Verse 2]

I refuse to get beat by anxiety

And I'm trying my best, but it's hard

In a broken and twisted society

See, I told you I'm craving my privacy

But not using this talent's insanity

End up just mad at me

Better a has-been than hasn't-been

Maybe last year did just pattern me

Said I didn't care 'bout money 'til I saw salary

I wanna see this planet without no gallery

'Til pilot's dapping me

Saying "I saw you man last Saturday"

I wanna travel this world, no excuses

'Cause life can't be fun when you're stuck

Ignore everything that can cause it

Hypocrisy happens, it's normal

That's just life when you're striving for more

As long as you know who you are