I wouldn’t want to live forever

To watch it slip from stable hands

Close my eyes and i count to never

All i’ve left is words i’ve sang…

(be)cause i go for walks in the dark sometimes

I know i rely on your heart sometimes

I know it’s till death do us part sometimes

But i should find peace on my own

(verse 1)

I’m falling asleep at the wheel sometimes

You just don’t know how it feels sometimes

Find myself seeking the thrill sometimes

Im not content on my own

I’m nina simone

I need to be free for my soul

Heaven and hеll only speak through the phone

I think thе world only speaks what it’s told

Posters of living the dream that were sold

So maybe i glow in the dark sometimes

I think you rely on my heart sometimes

I think it’s love till i part sometimes

Makes me content on my own

The feeling of home

(Verse 2)

You man could have blood on your hands and tell me you’re innocent

Bury my head in the sand and discover the pyramids

Hand on my heart i just want to be happy

I wanna be happy

I wanna be happy

I want to be messi, i’m inter miami

I want to be zen like i’m mr miyagi

I want to be drunk in the back of a cabby

I want to be up in the morning to meditate

I want to be loved

I want to be feared

I need my money to double and elevate

I want to be broke and covered in tears

I want to go out

Don’t want you to leave

I want to be famous

I want to be free

I want to escape, i swallowed the key

I want to be sober

I want to be me

(verse 3)

I don’t really want to be me these days think i’d rather be me

My girl said that i don’t make much sense

Being this hard ain’t free

I don’t really want to die much these days too long dead on feet

My girl said that i don’t make much sense tears falling down my cheeks

I wanna have peace

I need a release

I sing me a melody

I need to record

I need to perform

A round of applause in front of the enemy

Need to ignore the shit i’ve been telling me

Why do my problems sound so heavenly?

I guess that comes with a mine like mine the price of the therapy