[Verse 1]

Just one more day and it's under my belt

I wake up and pray that today i’ll get help

And answers for why my dad had to die shit still makes me cry

So i hide emotion that's coasting up and down just like the ocean tide

This ride ain't easy, involves endured pain

Suffering stressing until the cure came

Hopped in the game with speeds in excess

Of miles per hour that makes me reckless

Might not expect this coming from a kid that gives a damn becausе his mind is restless

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[Verse 2]

As my rise my demise becomes less appealing

As hard as i tried just couldn’t fight the feeling

Ready to see my dad the innards of me were grabbed

Scattered all over the place after being ripped out all for the sake to see where I'm stabbed

I be gettin bad my faith in time precedes me

My boy Jay says take it easy

And calma te, i know that you got a lot to say

But you gotta pray, not hold your breath

Now Matty i think you know what's next

Better know you're blessed, own the test the one that scolds the rest, don't go home depressed

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[Verse 3]

Relationships nearly laid me in my death bed

I felt used, killed and strangely dissected

If eve was infected by evil, she was the first sinner

So females pick up on the details and we fail lead em all to a cursed dinner

What's in her cause she's dragging me to the bottom

Showing men that we don't know not a thing about em

Living without em not an option nor with em i doubt em good riddance

I’m shouting within it’s like a psych ward seeking admittance cause I'll fit in, they say get in

That’s that then i gotta watch time race

Looking to the fact I entered with blind faith

Mind aches form eyeing the high stakes

Another trip to a counterfittin dime chase

Let me be straight forward i gotta make sure of

My values in life as well as a way to break order

Take more of what i like back

They sorta touchin my stack

When i make my debut tell you what i came through

Never do the same two rhymes on my tracks

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