I awoke in a flood covered in colors no one understood

Nobody could nobody can't

Just try to describe everything at once

That's what I am that's what it was

It's in our blood like a mosaic ocean

Don't know to obey no one

I remembered it from somewhere far off

But I could not see it’s beauty for my fear of it

My heart locked I’ve got lost

My hands so full of themselves in their emptiness

I began to sink to fall back asleep

To dream

Wake me up

Wake me now

And burn me down

Wake me up

Wake me now

Or put me down

Time to get real I’ve been feeling our feelings are ill

As a killer's intentions the minute they stop

Pulling the trigger the visions I've got aren't very different

I sit back and watch like so many

Broke And so many miss it cause so many

Won't pay no attention

I get it

I don't

Lately it seems like everyone's on

Pain killers

We love to play with the heartache

But we're numb to the way that the heart breaks

I'm done with this living so heartless

But I know that conviction is hard pressed

I get it

I don't

I hit it I quit it forget it then hope

I'm haunted by hope

This heads just a house full of ghosts

Memory, memory leave me alone

Memory, memory leave me alone

I'm gone. I'm gone

Life and death are the same thing

The only thing different is staying awake

I've been lost in the limbo of gray days

And baby it ain't as romantic as they say

Wake me up

Wake me now

And burn me down

Wake me up

Wake me now

Or put me down

Gone gone

Gone beyond gone

Utterly beyond

I got a brand new diagnosis

Lost the attention got prescribed the focus

Now I know I'm broken so I know I'm open

To tell the truth I want to tell you the truth

But I'm a liar mostly and I'm tired of coping

Suicide’s close to dying

Apathy is closer

I met my devil in my coldest moment

She put a hole in my chest the size of purpose

The size of mercy

Growing old might break these bones

But pain will never hurt me

It's all the same if no one's ever heard me

I’m gonna find a light, I’m gonna break it open

I want to light a fire that'll wake up Moses

Forgive the devil and raise the hopeless

Forgive the devil, raise the hopeless