[Verse]

Rain falling and I’m swallowing blood

They calling and I cannot pick up

Cause I strange sorry for the way that it was

I just evade follow ups if I can’t make up enough

Reason to stick around

Tryna find one myself

Back & forth tween disappearing and commandeering my health

It’s the dearest that you was to me

Dust to me done

And it only took the love from me

Months into none

Right quicker than rap

Slow sippin to sap

My emotions in the moment tryna pull and retract

Get em outta the way

Move em outta the state

That I tend to put me in if I can’t counter the weight

I always carry about

It’s getting scary n south

Headed deeper in denial this the final recount

What I tell me everyday until I’m smiling down

On the ones that I adore important to me in doubt

I’m moving it

Intuitive

And the truest shit is shooting who this is

In the foot with every moon that you would sit

By me and deny the fact that you a bitch

Bitch I’m rolling in the sticks with my brothers

And the sun isn’t up

Roll the sticks undercover by the way that it was

Running fast for moment til the pain ain’t a plus one

Inside the party hardly anyone that I trust

Ain’t doing too well

Aim truer than hell

Always shoot to make it better end up banking on stealth

Hide away until the morning storming orphaning felt

My emotion that im soaking in its overly spelt out

It’s heightened and held out

Know you can relate

All the days that I fell down and hopelessly placed

Only trust that could lend into the one that I hate

This is I and most the time I’m tied to tiredly pace down

The halls of this house

And all It saw and the sound

Of the screaming and the yelling we could probably count

As a missing understanding 'bout each others endowed

Experiential shit that made how we are and it’s found