Yeah, uh

Top shelf energy

Shock the block heavily

Came straight to prove

This ain't what you remember me

Being back then at 17

Left it aside a memory

What I was going through

It took 22 years to let it be

A better me

I bet I'll meet 'em one day or admit

I ain't never going back to how I felt then as kid

I won't ever know this vessel with a sense of innocence

All this dread up in my mental how I get home can you help me

My head done overwhelmed me

I'm trying not to kill me

I wanna cop my mom a home

Not walk a road instilling

What kids like me could deal with

And how it could turn out

Like I'm running from genetic shit

How the fuck you supposed to bounce

I won't go back to that flame

I won't hold back from the fate

I'm on full dash with that floor plan

That I wrote back in '08

Why you so sad that I stayed

Why you so static on change

I won't take passive aggressive shit

I'm big stompin not sane

Take that weak shit out my face

I spent weeks less than okay

I spent three years at the edge of death

And I bent myself back to shape

I'm gon pack 'em in I'm backstage

I won't passivize I'm irate

Shake that bitch off of the Richter scale

Stay victimizing my brain