Intro:

(Clears throat)

It's that time again ...

Verse One:

Uh, sick and tired, I'm wired when I lay down

Hate how my desires an escape route

It's late now, got the choir on a safe crowd

This apes frown could set fire to a play ground!

This Faet sound inspired me to let the gates out

Got my emotions floating openly I'd say now

Pray loud hoping hes boating me to make rounds

I shake proud knowingly exposing me will take mounds!

And mountains of money I'm running on empty

I'm simply uncomfy don't push me or tempt me

Present me a pretty penny I'll present you many thank you's

Than work hard so I can pay dues!

I hate who's popular and buzzing

Strip the image of gimmicks and they got nothing

Busting my ass off, writing on a constant

Watching 'em make millions while I'm eating Ramon!

Bombing syllables, killing those in songs

But no one gives a fuck, they want sluts in thongs

Been too long and I swear I've worked too hard

Still barely noticed, yet I spit so many bars!

Pardon my anger I'm dangerously heated

Stranger to myself, yet no one ever see's it

Jesus believe it, I'm secretly depressed

All I want is quietness and some fucking rest!

And death never bothered me til Dave died

That pain still lies deep, keeps my veins dry

Straight cried til my eyes went and puffed up

Yet family members died and I didn't give a fuck!

What's the damage I've managed to control it

Slap me with a bandage and handed me a throat kick

Sick of reality, I have to be a dreamer

Twisted nightmares makes me a silent screamer!

The deeper you dig, the thicker the plot gets

I'm weaker and give a picture to watch flicks

Picked on in high school, never was I the coolest

Out casted with hand me downs, special ED student

Learning disabilities, I'm Dyslexic

Now those words are killing those who said that I'm pathetic

I lesson learned, yes I've burned bridges

Pissed on the ashes, fuck ass kissing!

I've given everything to those who don't deserve it

Now I'm left hurting, with a shattered purpose

I've gathered burdens and emerged to find suffering

There's a reason I don't pick up my phone, stop wondering!

Coming in last place with some gratitude

Just enough to say fuck you with some attitude

I'm mad at who's ever in a better spot

'Cause I've worked for every single mother fucking thing I got, AH!

And not to get off topic, I stopped a lot of shit

Only to slowly learn I've earned me a pot to piss

In, and than some asshole took advantage of me

Ran my money into the ground and now he's gradually

Becoming worse, I wanna murk him now

So fuck you mother fucker this ain't a glass house!

Moved out of my mother's just to get away from ruckus

Now I hate my living situation, and my attitude is fuck it!

Disgusted with my past, I've asked to block it out

I'm disruptive so I crash, can't grasp to knock me down

Found money can make you happy, only if you have it

Now I'm bending backwards faster to get a chance to grab it!

Imagine a cold winter with some inner demons

Seeking to find guidance, I don't know what I believe in

There's a reason for my thoughts, I've often expressed

Lately I dont give a fuck, cut 'em at the neck!

I'm pleasant to those I don't know, cause those close have hurt me

Flirting's an understatement next to the worst thing

Lost a best friend cause pussy was more important

Shit'll never be the same, you forced a closed curtain!

Cursed you out so many times in my mind, 'cause I'm better than confronting you

You'll realize you ruined this one day and that you really had it coming too!

I'm running through my memories, endlessly complaining

Straining on my energy, my remedy if fading

Facing a dilemma, when I go and start my writing/

Cause I'm biting at my fingers and my pen is not gliding!

The lighting in my world is now turning into darkness/

Farthest from happiness, throw it in the garbage/

Heartless, you can tell by the way I move/

The bars been lifted, I'm escaping solitude!

Hook - Jus Mic

I'm letting go, Letting go of my yesterday

Saying goodbye to my sorrows

Thank God it served just a little light in my life

So I could survive, through my tomorrows

I'm letting go, letting go

I'm breaking free, breaking free

You won't destroy, the best of me

All I know is survive, all I know is be true

No more room for conversation, I'm escaping this solitude ...

This solitude

I'm escaping this, solitude

I'm escaping, this solitude