Tell me to slow down , tell me that I am trippin

But ion know how to do that , when niggahs dying by these rounds

I gotta Glock on waist , cuz it’s bound to go down

This the life that I live , this the life of the south

Tryna control my mental , but I be fighting with deez demons

Deez late night road running , gotta do it for the right reason

No I can’t trust a soul , because I do believe in treason

Steady laughing at my music , now they hear me up in they speakers

This life taught me a lesson , I had to learn right from my teacher

It’s fuck you when ya down , and when you up they get to leaching

And I be speaking all my pain , that shit done turn me to a preacher

And switch up on the gang , cs one day they gon need ya

When walkin’ right thru this life , but it feel like hell

My heart been getting cold , I’m tryna get that shit to melt

And I been going thru these problems , I gotta keep it to myself

Cs when you tell a bitch about it , they act like don’t care

We been road running , getting lost up in our thoughts

Had to get it on my own , couldn’t learn from my pop

Damn all this life I’m livin , that shit taught me to show no feelings

Cuz when I show my feelings , they take

It juss for a weakness

And when I fucking crash out , they tell me that I be tweakin’

But you don’t understand, I can’t deal with this feeling

And I’ll give them my last , and keep expecting me to give it

And now my pain made me wise , life lessons up in disguise

I gotta lot up on my mind , but tryna deal wit my pride

Since my granny been gone , it’s getting harder to smile

Juss wanna come up dea witchu , and let me stay for a while

Yeah I still feel alone , when I’m walkin thru the crowd

I know that ima king , and I’m juss tryna find my crown

You gotta watch that backdoor, cuz dem snakes out to getcha

And when you down up on yo ass , you’ll see who really witchu

And I done stayed down , so I could see the bigger picture

And having talks wit the lord , I know our talks is confidential

Only one who understands , I need a break from my mental

I juss wanna run dem racks up , so we could live presidential

You know if one make it , then we all shine

But if I take a L , is you gon be by my side

I know you prolly not , been thru it time after time

They kicked me when I was down , I still got back up and grind