Released on January 16, 2020

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[Intro]

So why do I?

I said this pain keeps hurting

I'm plain just burden

This thing ain't working

So why do I?

Pain keeps hurting

I'm plain just burden

This thing ain't working

So why do I?

Pain keeps hurting

I'm plain just burden

This thing ain't working

So why do I?


[Verse]

Point of action.. Quick question soon as I blast in

Do you assume, that I'm guilty of mad sin, cause of my black skin?

I'm just asking. Fuck all of you trash friends. Please don't meet fast ends

For denying interactions like my cries for help harassment

This the last hint. Soon I'll be floating, ocean I'll bask in

And since no human has fins, you know now what my ass meant

I'm passed tense. Dreamed of my future now it's the past tense

This darkness is my bastion. Distraction (Distractions)

My waking up on Saturdays just puts me in a sadder daze

All this sorrow, dad's amazed. All this sorrow, at an age

When happy I'm supposed to be. Scaring all those close to me

A lot of mental baggage y'all can't.. handle these groceries

Existence I ain't ask for that. Can no longer mask the fact

I'm Cactus Jack, no chance to save this rapper this ain't acid rap

Blood in my eye dawg and I can't see

I give a fuck bout what I'm destined to be (Why?)


[Outro]

I said this

Pain keeps hurting

I'm plain just burden

This thing ain't working

So why do I?

Pain keeps hurting

I'm plain just burden

This thing ain't working

So why do I?

Pain keeps hurting

I'm plain just burden

This thing ain't working

So why do I?

Pain keeps hurting

I'm plain just burden

This thing ain't working

So why do I, try?

Why? So why do I tr

Even give a fuck

So why do I?

Yeah, so why do I?

So why do I?