[Intro]

I fucking loved her

And now she's just gone

(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)

I did so much for her

And now she's fucking gone

And I'm never gonna get her back

And now I'm just fucking alone again

(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)

I did so much for her and she's fucking gone

[Verse 1]

I sit alone in my room

And I’ll wait for you to knock on my door

I just wish that you'd have

Talked things out with me

Instead of leaving me so torn

[Chorus]

I guess I'm masochistic

‘Cause I love it when it rains

I'll take the pleasure with the pain

And I'll let you torture me

And my mind any day

I'll say I like it anyway

Am I living out a lie

In some foreign state of mind?

What's the point in fuckin' tryin'?

Am I alienating myself

Now that I'vе just realised

I'll nevеr get you back and that's alright?

[Verse 2]

I lay down in the bathtub

With a noose around my neck

Do you know what comes next? (Uh-huh)

Drowning in my sorrows underwater

With a heavyweighted heart

I gave you all my fucking love but—

[Chorus]

I guess I'm masochistic

‘Cause I love it when it rains

I'll take the pleasure with the pain

And I'll let you torture me

And my mind any day

I'll say I like it anyway

Am I living out a lie

In some foreign state of mind?

What's the point in fuckin' tryin'?

Am I alienating myself

Now that I've just realised

I'll never get you back and that's alright?

[Verse 3]

I wanna cut up my arms

When I think of you

Because I know you’d love to see the scars

I hate that I still dream of you

But I’m mourning

What we could’ve been

If you’d have stayed

And talked things through

[Chorus]

I guess I'm masochistic

‘Cause I love it when it rains

I'll take the pleasure with the pain

And I'll let you torture me

And my mind any day

I'll say I like it anyway

Am I living out a lie

In some foreign state of mind?

What's the point in fuckin' tryin'?