[Verse 1]
I've seen the way they all look at her
When she's around
She's so pretty, she's so perfect
Turns a sleepshirt into a ballgown
I hear the gasps, the gossip
The moans and all the frowns
I wanna be like her, I wanna be like her
Is that not allowed?
So, I'm studying her diet
And the clothes she likes to wear
The way she folds her laundry
And the way she combs her hair
The way she lilts her tone
The way she sways hеr tongue
And I sit at the sidelinеs
Waiting for my time to come
[Chorus]
I know I'll never be perfect
But God knows that I'll try
I stare her up and down
She lights up a room with her smile
She's talkative at parties
And she stays for quite a while
She carries conversations
She's confident and poised
While I still struggle silently
To find my own damn voice
I'm tearing at the seams
Can't keep myself together
Crying in the bathtub
I know I'll never be Heather
[Post-Chorus]
I'll never be Heather
I'll never be like her
I'll never be better
[Verse 2]
They see me starin' at my phone
They ask me if I'm fine
Secretly, I'm lookin' at her Instagram page
For beauty tips and advice
She's effortlessly pretty
She's flawless and mature
I know I shouldn't care
But I'm crying on the floor
It's dumb and foolish, yeah, I know
But I can't let it go, I'm way too insecure
And way too scared to be alone
[Verse 3]
I think that the Lord above has favourites
And I'm just an unlucky one
That never reached his A-list
'Cause why are all these girls
So much prettier than me?
They're gorgeous, pure and perfect
Everything I'll never be
Everything I'll never be
Everything I'll never be
Maybe in the next life
Maybe in my dreams
[Bridge]
Maybe in my dreams
Maybe in my dreams
Maybe in my dreams
Maybe in my dreams
[Chorus]
I know I'll never be perfect
But God knows that I'll try
I stare her up and down
She lights up a room with her smile
She's talkative at parties
And she stays for quite a while
She carries conversations
She's confident and poised
While I still struggle silently
To find my own damn voice
I'm tearing at the seams
Can't keep myself together
Crying in the bathtub
I know I'll never be Heather
[Post-Chorus]
I'll never be Heather
I'll never be like her
I'll never be better