[Verse I]
Started out from scratch, playing tracks, bumpin' Kodak Black
We be rolling gas smoking packs we be blowing stacks
We were so attached, we would laugh, but just then you snapped
Never call me back just to chat, bitch how fucked is that
You're a class act but the facts, hide behind your mask
Every time I asked you'd attack, and would push me back
Simple shit like that got me mad, and I would just react
Finally you cracked, packed a bag, chose a different path
Left with no goodbye, ran outside, and you tried to hide
Tears had filled your eyes, and you cried, as I wondered why
Hopped into your ride, got inside, and you took a drive
Took away my pride, mouth was dried, and my tongue was tied
I was so surprised, tell me why, all the fault was mine
Left me out to dry, you were kind, so I stood aside
Looked up to the sky, found a sign, just to clear my mind
Put this in a rhyme, stars aligned, now I am alright
Then you moved away, it was gray, found a place to stay
All the wasted space, still remains, in my house today
Had your number changed, I was raged, tried to think of ways
I could rearrange, all the pain, felt inside my brain
So I'd contemplate, and replay, all of my mistakes
Nothing could explain why you made, me lost in this maze
I've been feeling dazed, feeling phased, I'm just fully drained
There's no other way, just to say, I'm the one to blame
Stuck to me like glue helped me through, when I'm feeling cooped
Now I've been consumed, by the mood, that came into view
Went up to my room, so confused, so I played some tunes
Starting sippin' booze, mixing juice, shit had made me puke
Smelled up your perfume, that still loomed, it lit up a fuse
Went up to the roof, nice and smooth, saw you left a clue
Float like a balloon, to the moon, by the ocean blue
Where I then would soon, find the truth, about why you moved
[Hook:]
Note to Self
Tables turn lessons learned, that's why life's a bitch
Bridges burn love is earned, that's why life's a bitch
Feeling pain, people change, that's why life's a bitch
When its gray, no one stays, that's why life's a bitch
Live your life cause you are blessed accept nothing but respect
Life your life with no regrets accept nothing but the best
Note to self
[Verse II]
Drove off in my whip, feeling sick, you were really missed
Need to kiss your lips, feel your hips, as they move and twist
Simple shit is bliss when it clicks, just like how we fit
Battled through the mist it was swift, but got through it quick
Saw a full eclipse, took a pic, and my foot had slipped
Arm had switched the shift holy shit, now my car had flipped
Fell into a ditch, what a bitch, but it was a gift
Your Lexis had sit nice and rich, by the ocean cliff
This is where we'd meet, every week, it would be our theme
I would sit and speak, kiss your cheek, check out your physique
We were king and queen you and me, life was like a dream
Rollin' up a bean, smoking trees, gassed up on the green
I'd be writing schemes you would sing, we'd be like a team
We would fall asleep to the beat, but were in too deep
Love would just decrease, suddenly, you'd be in between
Sitting next to me, you would breathe, get up and then leave
Walked across the road to a boat, just right off the coast
Found you with a rose, bloody clothes, and a written note
Tried to stay composed, held you close but you never spoke
Cut across your throat, my heart froze, cause this hurt the most
How to tell your folks, I don't know, now I'm all alone
This is what you chose I suppose, this is all I know
Went out of control, overthrown, everything you hoped
Opened up the note that you wrote, and you quote
I'm sorry that I left, made you guess, wonder what was next
I was really blessed when we met, but I must confess
I have been depressed I'm a mess, that I can't accept
Always felt neglect, no respect, it would just progress
Tried to just forget all the threats, and the forceful sex
You were my regret, when I left, I was just upset
You gave me the best, sent me texts, even loved my dress
But now here I rest, free of stress, pressed against your chest