Released on May 20, 2020

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[Hook]

I just ate a perc

And told em' it's an Alcazereser

She leave me on seen, asking why I do not text her

Such a silly girl, hope I meet somebody better

I still miss the simple times, when I first met her

She was total drama, so I call that girl Heather

Always made me happy, no matter the weather

Bought her all the chocolates; think her favorite was Snickers

How stupid was I leaving all my money with her


[Bridge]

Oh really, how silly

Could I be to lеt that girl use me

Blind to the еnergy

Could not see she was looking for leave

Now I need empathy

But there's no one here for me

I will need therapy

Don't want to lose destiny


[Verse]

Papa always told me live my life with myself

Has some wisdom with my wealth

Never touched on mental health

Doesn't matter; didn't listen now I'm struggling for help

Cry too much; think I'll miss em'

Now I'm lying in a trench

I can lie and say I'm balling but I'm really on the bench

I can say I'm going global but I'm hooked up on a fence

I can say that I'm the brightest

But my thoughts got me dense

I was trying ride a scooter, call that thing Mercedes-Benz

Nothing but a cheater

I got healed up- pretend

My my, kill a man to run the past again

Ride round the billowbend and tell her just be friends

Problems I will prevent, bring word to my amends

Time travel is so intense; I change up my advance

Thinking in the past

Man it's not really gon' last

Matter fact, already past

Gotta make another task

Taking off my fraudy mask

Ready for a next attack

I see what I truly lack and then i put it on the track

And then I put it on the track

Now run it back, run it back

Now run it back, run it back

Now what they mean

What they mean

Get thrown out the door; i'm a whole new me

Still got PTSD

I still got PTSD, damn

Don't know why I'm always so insecure

I'm just really trying to look for a cure

But I keep on flying like a Fletchinder

Never did drugs in my life, I'm sure


[Hook]

I just ate a perc

And told em' it's an Alcazereser

She leave me on seen, asking why I do not text her

Such a silly girl, hope I meet somebody better

I still miss the simple times, when I first met her

She was total drama, so I call that girl Heather

Always made me happy, no matter the weather

Bought her all the chocolates; think her favorite was Snickers

How stupid was I leaving all my money with her