[VERSE 1]

I once was a child and I

Long for the days before when

Life was an open door

And I could see through it, see through it

Now I live in the dark

And I see shadows in the sliver of light

It’s all that’s left of what I left behind

I couldn’t trade it if I tried

[PRE-Chorus]

How did I get this far?

[Chorus 1]

Stuck in this web of mine

Can't get out of my own head

Then I think, "Why would I

Want to, want to?"

Captive to my own mind

And in its grip I'm confined

This happened by design

I lose

I'm screwed

Derealization

[VERSE 2]

I bind myself up with all the

Notions and emotions

Not me, I’m just my shadow

I’m daydreaming, no meaning

They say

"Grow up"

I say

"Get fucked"

Good luck dragging me out of it

Don't get too close to me

Don't be surprised

[Chorus 2]

You're in this web of mine

Can't get out of my own head

Then I think, "Why would I

Want to, want to?"

Captive to my own mind

And in its grip I'm confined

This happened by design

I lose

I'm screwed

Time is no friend of mine

Couldn’t face it if I tried

Gonna get left behind

I’m doomed

So screwed

Derealization

[BRIDGE]

Barely alive

I'm isolated

Disassociated

No one to blame

It's just a shame

What a life to be wasted

Life to be wasted

Da da da da da da da da

Da da da da da da da da

Da da da da da da da da

Da da da, da da da

[Chorus 3]

Stuck in this web of mine

Can't get out of my own head

Then I think, "Why would I

Want to, want to?"

Captive to my own mind

And in its grip I'm confined

This happened by design

I lose

I'm screwed

Derealization