[Verse 1]

I don’t think

It’s supposed to happen this fast

But it did

Does this mean as much to you as it does to me?

Actually, don’t answer that

At least not while you’re prodding at my bruises

Clothes strewn on the floor

In two growing piles

[Pre-Chorus]

I’ll just run with the assumption

That it’s all in my head

So I can focus

On my precious

Few breaths, lest

[Chorus]

I wanna asphyxiate

From the smoke in your lungs

Watch your makeup bleed into mine

And then take me back to a time

When it’s the only thing

Keeping me alive

[Verse 2]

I’ll learn to clean up after myself someday

But for now, I’ve never fеlt

More complete

[Chorus]

I wanna asphyxiatе

From the smoke on my tongue

Watch your makeup bleed into mine

And then take me back to a time

When it’s the only thing keeping me alive

[Bridge]

I wanna sail us away from the port

All my friends in the shade when we go outside

But at least up to this point you've been down

To just hang around

Hang around

[Outro]

The moral is sanctum

You were the victim every time

And months later on

If you feel let on

I can bring myself to last