I won’t say any words that hurt you

I’m sorry I learned them in the first place

Cause I don’t ever mean to make you feel bad for me

But lately I feel like a burden

To my friends and my family

Sometimes I don’t wanna talk about it

Cause everyday I wake up like this

Is a day that I won’t leave my bed

Cause all these thoughts weigh too heavy in my head

Sometimes I find it hard to believe that everyone’s still in this for me

And maybe yeah you’re right

I’m not living my life but every time I try I feel the same

And no, I don’t know why I turn my blue to gold

Whenever you come around

Sometimes I don’t wanna talk about it

Cause everyday I wake up like this

Is a day that I won’t leave my bed

Cause all these thoughts weigh too heavy in my head

Sometimes I don’t wanna talk about it

Cause everyday I wake up like this

Is a day that I won’t leave my bed

Cause all these thoughts weigh too heavy in my head

I hope I’m not making too much noise

I hope I’m not taking up too much of your space that anyone could occupy better

That anyone could occupy better