Released on December 9, 2019

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[Chorus]

And I know just when I’m toxic

And I know just when to leave

And I know just when I’m anxious

And I know just when to breathe

But it's hard sometimes

To see through the lies

That my brain is telling me


[Verse 1]

So wake me up when I get older

And kiss me on the cheek before you go to work

I can't stop thinking about when this is over

If the way I feel will ever be worth it


[Instrumental]


[Verse 2]

Cause I'm picking up myself quite a nice bad habit

I love the way it feels when it all sinks in

The coffee with the Kool-Aid and the allergy tablet

Plus the Motorman's making me half of my meals

While the TV is on with that team that you like

I'm thinking of the ways I could just get by

And I like the way you treat me when she is around

When you're picking me up instead of bringing me down


[Instrumental]