[Verse 1]

It appears i’ve been lost lately

Caught up in emotions, but the pills help me

Its not like I need them, but the bitch made me

Take them, the way she played me, damn

Now i’m standing on the porch chaining cigarettes like I was stressed

Packs after packs till there ain't nothing left

Call me helpless and depressed

With the weight I carry on my fucking chest

I try to tell you

But I choke or I drown, like im outta breath

Light a cigarette and overthinking to my fucking self

Till i’m back at it like an addict picking more pills off the shelf

As long as it helps....right? X2

[Verse 2]

So i abuse em till theres none fucking left

Comedown so heavy you would wish upon death

Go anti for a while like I was stealth

I hope you get a vivid picture of how i’ve fucking felt

Bitch my life hell and its coming to a close, listen

Aye, aye, goodbye