It feels like I'm in a constant battle with my mind

Just to stay sane and to stay happy

What ever happy is

I guess to stay satisfied with the life I have

But what more do I need?

I have a family who loves me

Friends that make me laugh

And opportunities that most aren't blessed with

Am I being selfish?

Am I being high?

Why am I in constant battle with my own mind?

Why can't I feel satisfied?

Maybe I am satisfied and that's the problem

Maybe I have too high expectations for this world

And need to be lowered

But I'm lonely

Why am I lonely?

Why am I in a constant battle with my mind?

Just to stay sane and to stay happy

What ever happy is