[Verse]
I feel like I'm haunting, feel so fuckin' awkward
Something in the air make me so fuckin' toxic
None of this is good for me, but I know I want it
I can't take the guilt so just put me in my coffin
I don't know why you love me, I just fuckin' hate me
I just cut my wrist, don't try and save me
I ain't tryna flex but I know my life is changing
Drugs do the changing, money, I been making
I don't do shit in school, yeah, I'm smart but I'm lazy
Off the Benadryl, everything fuckin' hazy
I don't care anymore, I don't care if I make it
I wanna kill myself 'cause I'm tired of waiting
Shawty in the back but I can't look at her
Got B.B. on my belt, she got boots with the fur
I'ma drive far away, I won't say a fuckin' word
I'ma kill myself 'cause I'm tired of the hurt
I need an еscape and I know I kicked the cup
But I'm fiеndin' for the mud and the sugar in my cup
I just need that girl, I'm not enough
She put me in the past, put me out like a blunt
Everybody hates me but you can't change me
I been seein' things in my room and it's scary
I just wanna die, give a fuck what you say to me
I just wanna—