Indoctrination, mental starvation

I can't keep up with this life

Hours missing, I'm just pissing everything away despite

All my hunger, all my need for something to show for this strife

But I still wake up, and I keep working

Just so I can get through this life

Bodies worn from lost years

These hands crack and bleed

Repetition renders spirits dead

Creativity collapses in decay

Mental atrophy torn from ancient depths, doing anything to kill the pain inside

Pretend it's not happening to you

It happens every day

Survival, for what?

You never learned how to live

A life working for nothing isn't worth living

I can't take anymore

What am I waiting for?

I've got to get myself out of this hell hole that is life