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Got so many plans for what I wanna do

Not enough time to see it all through

Currently listening to Björk, but got a whole list that I wanna get through first

'Fore I start working on the second album

So I can pull from anything ever made for new outcomes

But right now, got to focus on the next mocks

And keeping my health up to prevent all these head spots

Then in the Summer, I can just vibe and play the new Zelda

Still gotta beat Odyssey, build shit on the realm or

Record InDoor Character, flaws are all acting up

Gotta listen to Bowie, Queen, even Metallica

Chеck out more recent shit likе Gizzard or black midi

Hoping desperately it'll make my music less shitty

But truly I've just fallen off at making melodies

So maybe my true peak will always be XP

I said he wanted to take time to sleep

I meant me, wish I could rewind this beat

I get why Thom Yorke said "I'm a creep"

But the connotations now really give the vibe of a freak

But still Exit Music is one of the best songs

Can I portray emotion like that? Am I dead wrong?

Can I sample legends or is that too headstrong?

Guess we'll see in the second half of this shit, let me know

I need feedback

You know I need that

My experiments my peak, I hope you see that sadness

Wish my whole album was like this but got attachments

Every track is a part of my life and that's no matter the cost

Writing's focused but vague

Make me look kinda lost

Not one track is the same

Cause I don't know what I want

So many rewrites as situations changed

And I'm keeping all the bangers, hoping to make a break, fuck

Hereafter:

You might recognise this, yeah

Might hear the record I flipped

I mean no disrespect, this is solely creative

I get these ideas and I think that they'll save es

My confidence in 0racle's eternally dwindling

That's my search for a bigger win

Not one song can make mistakes that Young Sinner did

But still my attachments make me go back listening

Yeah, that's what why I'm gonna remake

Some songs I'll just cremate

But others get to see day

Sloth, Wrath, Envy, Haters

Some I might rename

Honestly, don't even know if I wanna be famous

So insecure I like the idea being nameless

But I wish I had a free-er schedule

But now I think I'll never have a free-er schedule

What I said, it's true, your head go boom

What's next to you's a pedestal

I'm gonna fucking defy my expectations as a cracker

Be like Mac, Quad, El-P, or even Alchemist

Now, the crowd is pissed?

A producer and a rapper, look at all the hits of people like me

Ye, Tyler, Earl and Em

Peggy inspiration for experimentation

So, instead of the scaring the hoes

Introduce friends to experiments of my own

But don't get me wrong, I'm terrified of that prospect

What if distortions obnoxious?

What if the vocal mix is too high pitched for they conscience?

I question whether I make this for myself or just to prove myself

Now, I'm realising can't even prove it to myself