Will we surrender

To all

That we

Have lost

We give in to every thought we have

Never letting go of that fact

That we can never escape them

Driving every action

And causing every consequence

Will it ever be different

I don't know why I

Can't rid of this feeling

Everyday that I

Remember your feeling

Will it ever be different

Everyday I'm waking up

I need the bud I need the smoke

Pressure building in my head From all the thoughts

I'm fading away from it everyday

Never be giving a fuck about no thing

Except my daughter and her mother

Shoutout Sacrilege we on the come up

Ima be breaking up all of these bitches like everyday

And I never be stopping

Till I be dropping

Matter of fact I been thinkin bout all of the things that I'm doing

Is life even worth it

At this point I'm choosing

It's Coursing thru my fucking veins

I got no proper solution

So i let the smoke fill my lungs

I got no help from above

I'm wasting Everyday

Still I sit here and pray

That one day I'll find my way

Up outta my head

And into a life, where I can provide

For all of my family

Never be looking back

Into my past

I'm sparking a junt and I'm making it last

Breaking up all of my thoughts and I'm ready to go

I'm thinkin bout taking my life

But I still can't decide on that fact

If I'm ready to die

Ready to ride

All of the time

It's all on my mind

Everyday

The same fuckin thing

Thinking bout ending it all

But I still got my daughter

To lead my way