Optimist - Intellectual

I've had a hard time sleeping

For little do you know, my brain is suffocating

Thoughts of you are all i know

Recover and resemble, destroy what you make

Prove a bad example

You're heartless and you're fake

Disrupt my sleep 'till I'm weak and dazed

Pictures of you get lost and waste my time in this scrapbook, I can't throw away

I swear on my life you'll be my last mistake

I'm not sorry and I shouldn't be

You threw me away, your tendencies repeat

On the contrary, you're an optimist to the thought of you and me

So fuck you, I can't stand to see your face

And every promise that you made, never took a time or place