I’ll take a life I ain't ever going back home

I’ll take a life I ain't ever going back tonight

You decide I decide all the time

But I don’t ever make peace with my mind

(Can’t count on friends when the summer ends)

And I don’t find it so easy to get by

You’re still surprised I don’t take it to get high

It’s hard to get up from your bed most nights

It doesn’t matter what it takes to please you

I try

I’ll take a life I ain't ever going back home

I’ll take a life I ain't ever going back tonight

You decide I decide all the time

But I don’t ever make peace with my mind

(Will you be my friend when the summer ends?)

Nowadays find me faded on new clothes

You misread I never said they were my clothes

Get up off the floor and find me some zeros

And don’t pretend that I killed all your heroes

I’ll take a life I ain't ever going back home

I’ll take a life I ain't ever going back tonight