It depends on what I want from someone; loyalty, trust, love, honesty, respect. Lately its the type of stuff that I want from a person. I would be willing to give it all for them too. But if they want to be a part of my life, they gotta come with me. I mean if its what they want to be a part of my life, then they get to be part of my life. But they gotta show me first. Show me love, honesty, loyalty, respect, and trust, and boom they is in.

It took me back when I was a kid, like I was like 6 or something. And back in school, I ask a lotta teachers about help. Yet, I’m just stuck on my own. Like there is a math problem I can’t solve, and yet I’m on my own doing it. No one else ain’t around me, they never care about what I feel or what I love, so I’m by myself.

You had a fake friend come up to you with a problem that they have, then they expect you to help out, even though they did you wrong one time. I gave them all they could have, but they tore me to shreds. So after I left them for that, whenever they have problems, they are on their own to solve it by themselves. I know I can help make someone feel better, but a fake friend, I put a line on that shit. I hate the fact they would be taking advantage of me and my kindness. Everyday people try to be all goody goody to me, and like I’m dumb as fuck for actually believing in their horrible act. Lately, I am always got hurt by the people who is fake to me. And next time, I should think twice before they should come in my life.

If I notice like you did something wrong to me, then you are unforgiven. One time, its enough. You ain’t gonna try to earn my trust back. On my whole life, you is out of my life forever. Last thing I want is for people to do me wrong again. Oh wait…they did. I put them away and I am on my own.

If I notice like you did something wrong to me, then you are unforgiven. One time, its enough. You ain’t gonna try to earn my trust back. On my whole life, you is out of my life forever. Last thing I want is for people to do me wrong again. Oh wait…they did. I put them away and I am on my own.

Picture this. You is at school. And whenever you are in school, there is a group of people you see. They turn out to be big bullies, and then they give you signs and it makes you hurt. Thats lately what they did to me back in middle school and I have been hurt bad. I acted like they is cool, like I don’t care if they embarrass me. But lately, inside I feel like I am humiliated. They don’t even care about it, they still wanna break me. Everyday was struggling, so I have been stressed, mad, sad, depressed, hurt, all that.

When the going gets tough, I just soothe easy by my own cope; taking a nap. Taking a nap always calm me down, except when I have nightmares. Like a bad dream hits, I immediately wake up and went off psycho. A lotta bad days I have, I literally need more in my cope, such as smoking, etc. A lot from where that has literally got me, it changes me like I’m gaining from my mistakes. Its basically similar to me, because I learned from my bad days and my bad dreams in my sleep. And when I did, It made it all better like its passion. I feel that it can solve all my problems.

If I notice like you did something wrong to me, then you are unforgiven. One time, its enough. You ain’t gonna try to earn my trust back. On my whole life, you is out of my life forever. Last thing I want is for people to do me wrong again. Oh wait…they did. I put them away and I am on my own.

You had a fake friend come up to you with a problem that they have, then they expect you to help out, even though they did you wrong one time. I gave them all they could have, but they tore me to shreds. So after I left them for that, whenever they have problems, they are on their own to solve it by themselves. I know I can help make someone feel better, but a fake friend, I put a line on that shit. I hate the fact they would be taking advantage of me and my kindness. Everyday people try to be all goody goody to me, and like I’m dumb as fuck for actually believing in their horrible act. Lately, I am always got hurt by the people who is fake to me. And next time, I should think twice before they should come in my life.

Fake niggas, and fake hoes, they’re the type of people I don’t fuck with. I gave a lot to them, they is like true brothers and sisters to me, but instead they is something they is not. Real situations exposes their colors, they show off their true fakeness they really have. This line refers to like “Step away from someone because if they hurt you one time, its over. Don’t ever trust them again, because they might do it again. I draw the line on that fake shit. You know, I can’t deal with that type of shit anymore. It leads me to the point of getting hurt over and over.

Lately, when people have problems, they involve me to it. I rather not deal with that bullshit, because its their problems. I got me own problems to deal with, my own life to live, and I rather enjoy it all. I’m alone and unbothered. “If my ex hit my line” is like whenever my ex-girlfriend or my ex-best friends call me. Lately, I do my own shit, I be on my Instagram so much, and when I check, they is still texting me. And when that happens, I just block them from my social media because they hurt me one time, and well my ex-girlfriend hurt me twice. I can’t deal with them anymore, so bye bye!

That line took me back from when I was a kid. I mean that time from when I was like 3, I started singing. And before that year, the first song, I ever heard was “Yo (Excuse Me Miss)” by my famous idol, Chris Brown. The song was stuck in my head all the time, and then I started listening to more. I sung way more, and well here I am. I still had a big dream of making it in music. I have been doing way more than singing, I have been writing songs, dancing, playing guitar. After all that, it pushed me well to go forward on my dream. Whenever I feel or something, it put me to my music relating to it.

I overthink so much, like I reminisced back into my horrible past, and lately it fucks me up. And next thing, its hard to try to love someone else, because I’m like “What if she cheats on me? What if she doesn’t love me back after a whole month or a year or 5 years or something?” If she isn’t really gonna do that to me, then I’m willing to put my trust and my heart for her. I swear to god that I will give her all my love for the rest of my life. Thats all I’m willing to give.

I had rough friendships, and even horrible heartbreaks from past relationships. And next girl comes in, I’m not sure if I’m willing to give her love yet, because like my past relationships, she might try to break my heart again. But there is proof that she doesn’t want to break my heart. I just don’t know for sure. I might just think it all through, ask her friends, all that. I need to know for sure.

I trust too much, like I find an enemy and they suspect that they want me to forgive them from their mistakes. I rather not forgive them at all, they hurt me one time, its enough. I’m tired of trusting too much, because it gets me to the point of where they wanna take advantage of me and bruise me so badly. They don’t show love, they just wanna take from my life.

A lotta people don’t understand my pain, even when I tried to explain it to them. In my life, I thought to myself about what my mom said, “Never trust anybody”. Suddenly, I met new people, and I feel like somewhat I wanna trust them, but I don’t know about it. They want to be a part of my life, they have to earn my trust. And like to earn it, they got to make a promise, an oath, a vow, all that. And then welcome to my life.

Well, for the basic fact, I known a lot of fake people. Plus friends who I thought I could count on, switched up on me. I guess that they wanna play a character role of being my true friends. I mean they wanna be part of my life, just so they could take stuff from it. I have been taken advantage all my life, and like it gets me down so much. They all don’t have loyalty, real situations exposes their true colors, so its basically their true selves and that they are fake and always will be fake.

It took me back when I was a kid, like I was like 6 or something. And back in school, I ask a lotta teachers about help. Yet, I’m just stuck on my own. Like there is a math problem I can’t solve, and yet I’m on my own doing it. No one else ain’t around me, they never care about what I feel or what I love, so I’m by myself.

I keep my circle small, like I don’t trust like everybody. I only trust the good people in my life. I trust my best friends and my girlfriend. Thats the circle I wanna have, and I rather keep it like that. I mean, its limited for me because they are trusting to me, caring, and they is the greatest people ever known in my life. And well I do my own thing, and I keep my circle small as I want.

It depends on what I want from someone; loyalty, trust, love, honesty, respect. Lately its the type of stuff that I want from a person. I would be willing to give it all for them too. But if they want to be a part of my life, they gotta come with me. I mean if its what they want to be a part of my life, then they get to be part of my life. But they gotta show me first. Show me love, honesty, loyalty, respect, and trust, and boom they is in.

I wrote this line, bringing up my ex-girlfriend. Lately, when she left me, it got me fucked up bad. I felt cold and broken inside, like so bad I can’t feel anything anymore. But it all changed when I got my niggas by my side and I met my new girlfriend. SInce I got that, I am never ever gonna reminisce into my ex. I moved on and I am glad to move on.

It depends on what I want from someone; loyalty, trust, love, honesty, respect. Lately its the type of stuff that I want from a person. I would be willing to give it all for them too. But if they want to be a part of my life, they gotta come with me. I mean if its what they want to be a part of my life, then they get to be part of my life. But they gotta show me first. Show me love, honesty, loyalty, respect, and trust, and boom they is in.

It took me back when I was a kid, like I was like 6 or something. And back in school, I ask a lotta teachers about help. Yet, I’m just stuck on my own. Like there is a math problem I can’t solve, and yet I’m on my own doing it. No one else ain’t around me, they never care about what I feel or what I love, so I’m by myself.

You had a fake friend come up to you with a problem that they have, then they expect you to help out, even though they did you wrong one time. I gave them all they could have, but they tore me to shreds. So after I left them for that, whenever they have problems, they are on their own to solve it by themselves. I know I can help make someone feel better, but a fake friend, I put a line on that shit. I hate the fact they would be taking advantage of me and my kindness. Everyday people try to be all goody goody to me, and like I’m dumb as fuck for actually believing in their horrible act. Lately, I am always got hurt by the people who is fake to me. And next time, I should think twice before they should come in my life.