I am awake, but somehow frozen

No sound seeps from these lungs

Trapped inside a prison made of bones

I've seen this place before

Night after night in a cold sweat

A monolithic figure looms inside my consciousness

Dragged below, deeper than I have ever known

The veil is lifted but the weight remains unbearable

I refuse to let this consume me

I fucking want out

I want to go back to the moment laid in time where it all went dark

Obscured imagery of a slate once so clean

When does the light switch on?

Knowing the end is all too close

Slowly hanging by a thread, the hold it breaks and there’s nothing I can do to stop it now

(My misfortune has led me astray)

Collapse under dead weight

This web I weave solidified me in place

A descendent of endless anguish

My fate decided upon arrival

I suffer

Eternal

Decay

Run for the light but it keeps away from me

Betrayed by fear

I am my own worst nightmare

Desolation to the savior I saw in me

Drag me below

Oh

I'm in hell

Forever lost in myself