[Verse 1]

In the spiralling mind, what do we dive in and find?

The deeper we fall depends on just how high that we climb

I guess we all built this wall here, one lie at a time

Went to great lengths for the longest to try and deny

Did you resolve your past yet? 'Cause I didn't mine

So between love and hate, just how wide is the line?

For me to bottle all this pain's just deciding on dying

That's the urgency I have when I'm writing a rhyme

Every fibеr inside of this fire of mine

Full of irе, a virus in such a violent time

Take the wrath and the pride, just divide it in sides

Feel the passion arise, as it arrives in his eyes

And I'm gone, back into this standing parade

Pull the pin out on this fucking hand grenade that I wave

Left abandoned, betrayed, I played a hand in this fate

Maybe that's the only thing I'll understand and create

[Hook]

They say I'm strange, and I am unusual

This all I got here, my life is a musical

I know you don't love me, you love what I do for you

They call it ugly, but I say it's beautiful

They say I'm strange, yeah, and I'm still unusual

I talk to myself here, I'm trynna get through to you

And nobody love you, just love what they do to you

So I just take everything that's brutal, and uh, I make it beautiful

[Verse 2]

When I'm in your speakers, half the rhyme I go jeepers-creepers

I play for keepers, smash phenomenal pieces

This is a star being born, astrological features

How do you mourn pathological creatures?

Riding the storm 'til five in the morn, colliding with scorns

Taking the bath with these leeches, jesus

It's such a passionate thesis, I leak on pieces of pages

There's no peace in this beast, I try to keep it in cages

But I can't contain it, blood and pain in a painting

What a strange entertaining sudden change when he's saying it

Cut a vein and then drained it, that's the level of payment

That I gave to the game, no other way to explain it, ain't it?

Something worth living for I found in my darkness

Will I be forgiven or go drown with the heartless?

I guess it still remains to be seen

If I can just go back to sleep and try changing the dream

[Hook]

They say I'm strange, and I am unusual

This all I got here, my life is a musical

I know you don't love me, you love what I do for you

They call it ugly, but I say it's beautiful

They say I'm strange, yeah, and I'm still unusual

I talk to myself here, I'm trynna get through to you

And nobody love you, just love what they do to you

So I just take everything that's brutal, and uh, I make it beautiful