#mycontrolislost - Intellectual

[Pre-Chorus]

I know that I damaged you, I never planned to, oh no (CapzLock)

This shit, this ain't no damn fluke, in my own life I'm losing control (Losing control)

I'm thinkin' this can't be true, you know I answer to your love (To your love)

When you left the world, you take about half of my soul

[Chorus]

Yeah, I'm sorry, but you know how I get

Fuck it, I'ma go all out and put my heart in a text

Waitin' for you to respond, you ain't callin' me yet

Then that's a dart in the chest

Puttin' my all into you, was it the smartest of bets?

And now I harbor regret

You jealous of the girls I ain't even followin' back

Remember all your words, swear to God, you swallowin' that

But if you hit me up, I won't have a problem with that

[Bridge]

My head crawlеd back

Been too long, yeah, I did, yeah

I'm sorry, babe, count mе

[Verse]

Feels like I've been drowning

But who's at the surface? I need you, girl, I'm searchin'

Got me feeling worthless, like what the fuck the purpose?

Then I got them snakes out my life 'cause you a serpent (A serpent)

Part of me wants you dead 'cause you deserve it (Deserve it)

Who done saved the mags, ho? 'Cause I don't think they workin' (Workin')

For my mental health, I think I need a better person

Gotta be dumb 'cause I don't feel like searchin' (Searchin')

[Bridge]

I don't wanna find no one else like you

I was thinkin' wedding vows, white dress, I do

White flag, throw the towel, that's surrender, that's truce

Hearin' that you moved on is not the best news

I can't get a move on, wake up and press snooze

Now I don't got nowhere to head to

But in my head, girl, you got me going mental