[Verse]

I could be the best but I'm never good enough

Feeling like the guy that nobody could love

Walking round town with a smile on my face

Like I have made an image that I never should of made

I have painted pictures in my mind but I hate them

People two faced

Looking back on the occasion

Hate it

I just wanna change

Bringing back the past

And I wanna erase it

Yeah

I just had a hard past

Please do not remind me

I just had a bad day

I'mma keep on grinding

Treated like I'm wrong everytime I do the right thing

Feeling pretty down

Opposite of my excitement

I could be the best looking

Every single mirror breaks

People stab me in the back and then they go and walk away

People gain my trust

I could ask you questions

I'mma be so honest

Now you're lying to my face

I could be the best player

Never win a game

Like I could have another life

And it would be the same

It will never change when

Old remind the new

And then they take away the prize

Blinded by the past

And then I'll open up there eyes

Like I'm a new man

Ain't the same kid

Bullied in the past and now I'm changing how they think

Changing how they see me

View me through there eyes

And I take off my disguise

And I'll show them who I really am

Show them who I really am

Yeah

I don't wanna put in effort when I never get back

People put in less than me

It's destiny

That I'mma fail

Like well ain't that just too bad

That is just too sad

Woo

I don't need no pity

No

I don't need no sympathy

I'mma get it off my chest

I'll go to bed and go and rest

And then I'll skip the therapy

I'mma skip the sessions

I'mma do this on my own when dealing with depression

I won't talk about emotions

I'mma write it on my pad

Spit a verse into my mic

And when I'm done I will relax

Here's my way of letting out the pain

Anyone who listens are you hearing what I'm saying

Yeah

I don't even care about the consequences

Speaking to the world

Live my life and learn these lessons

I don't like the way things are

Changing my perspective

I won't mess around

What I want I'm gonna get it

I could give my everything

Never been enough

But one day I might get it with a little bit of luck

One day I might wake up and it will have been enough

But so far I ain't lucky and it's getting pretty tough

No one understands what I am going through

People make these judgements when none of them are true

People make assumtions about the man I am

And then they tell me that they care

When no one gives a damn