Verse 1-

My life goes on in vain

I can't do anything for it

It's like I'm chained to this room and

I am killing to feel anything

Have nothing to enjoy here

Just pouring words to a paper

I have bunch of these and

They kinda exposes me

Pre Chorus-

I have something disturbing

It goes out when I see a knife

It makes my eyes red and

I black out right that second, oh trauma

Chorus-

Slitting my wrists I can't stop doing this

It makes me happy but I know I should quit

I'll face my problems now rather than ran away

Left alone by the God

Paranoid, nervium I don't feel that well

What if I drink all this pills in my bag

Will someone hold me back for doing this

Make me sure for this!

Breakdown-

Broke, blind, fuck it all

Fill me with a feel

Swear to die, lost myself

Final night to fall apart

Broke, blind, fuck it all

Fill me with a feel

Swear to die, lost myself

Final night to fall apart

Verse 2-

Dead to the world I'm sleeping

I wouldn't care if I see a God

I lost interest in life

Now only the pain and agony

Hereafter seems a better place

So tired of trying to fight for the

Things to achieve, my headache hits

I can't stand I'm going to cry

Pre Chorus-

I have something disturbing

It goes out when I see a knife

It makes my eyes red and

I black out right that second, oh trauma

Chorus-

Slitting my wrists I can't stop doing this

It makes me happy but I know I should quit

I'll face my problems now rather than ran away

Left alone by the god

Paranoid, nervium I don't feel that well

What if I drink all this pills in my bag

Will someone hold me back for doing this

Make me sure for this!

Flying to heaven I'm falling to hell

Playing the game that I'm going to lose

I did it all by myself, having this life

All my mental illness they going to end me

Paranoid, nervium I don't feel that well

What if I drink all this pills in my bag

Will someone hold me back for doing this

Make me sure for this!