[Verse: SJ]

Got some things that's on my mind I want to put in this beat

I just lost like 20 friends i used to love in a week

Im cutting all this People off and leaving them for the streets

It's 2024 the shit that I don't want to repeat

I don't want me to cheat

I just want me to sleep

I just me to eat

I just want to be free

I'll be getting all these vision that I wanna complete

I still got dreams I haven't done from when I learnt how to speak

It's kinda peak being locked if you never did the crime

Fuck the judge, fuck the courts

They can never break my spine

I'm a soldier in a line with other soldier by my side

They can never let me free until they free up Palestine

Ask these bitches they will tell you they ain't spoke to me in time

I can have 100 friends but whats the point im doing fine

They keep on calling me a killer, it don't hit me by surprise

Im in jail i got the time but I ain't clearing up their lies

I live a life with no regret because it made who I am

They think they know me cause of rap and couple throwbacks on the gram

They dont know me as a kid

Single mother with no dad

When my trainers didn't fit me heel was bussing out the back

When my uniform was ripped i used to keep it in my bag

When i had to steal my clothes and burn the bottom of the tag

So tell me all the good things about a life I never had

I was fighting for this shit it wasn't placed up in my hands

So I ain't priveleged, nigga I'd be far from that

You don't have to take me in but lying i ain't part of that

Im screaming free Boogie

That's my blood, I want my partner back

I miss my brother Bandz he had a son I had a heart attack

I wish I saw him at his bearth

And tell him I'm his uncle

Welcom to the earth

Yeah I'm speaking from my heart but I'm not a nerd

I'm the same slimmy mother fuckers never wanna hurt

Blud I done a lot of dirt

Yeah i drill rap a lot

Yeah i might be talented

Yeah I had a future, but my past is gonna manage it

I'll be lying if I said my mother didn't challenge it

But living in a hood you're growing up around the savages

It turned me to a beast

But now I'm seeing the truth

All the realer in the cell and all the fakes in the booth

Talking shootings and some stabbings that they never would do

I've got paigons dissing me but show me the proof

Btr say my name inside your song it's gonna give you some views

Somebody give them a deal

Cause they ain't rappers they frauds

Most these rappers ain't real

Go and put them on this beat when they ain't rapping no drill

Cause I wanna figure how they really got in the field

I got siblings just born, i got some bridges to build

But I'm going back to drill

Im tryna show you im skilled

I pray we get this appeal