Released on September 15, 2022

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[Intro]

Hey


[Verse 1: sinxi]

Am I okay?

This life just wasn't meant for me

It's been a long day

I just want some silence, please

I'm in the same place

Never really wanna leave

Seven missed calls

When you're right here next to me

Is anybody here?

Does anybody care for me?

You said it's just a phase

But it couldn't be the same for me

I wanna stay, but I don't know if you'd even care

I lost my place and I don't know if you want me herе


[Interlude]

I'm sorry

It'll be hard, but I'll leave you alonе

If you don't want to try to fix this

Then I have to respect your wishes

I'll forever regret what I did, so


[Verse 2: ghosthands]

Let me close my eyes for a second

Visualize everything I don't mention

'Cause I don't know how to say it out loud

I guess I barely know you

I barely know myself

Only now I run through

Senses that I never felt

Give me some silence

Peace and some quiet

Scared of the notion in words on my tongue that might kill me now


[Verse 3: sinxi]

I closed off my heart, give in to my problems

I ain't gonna start, but god I feel so worthless

Tore my room apart just tryna find a reason

Said it for myself, I wanna lose my feelings

I know that's what's best for me

You're all I fuckin' need

But I'm too scared to ask or tell you anything

Fuck I hate myself, fuck I hate this scene

Just go and save your breath

I want just her and me