BPD I

By Sinneyy

On DEMOS

Released on March 2, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Everytime

I am

So blind

Too many

Left me

Behind

I cry

You make me

AHHHH

Scream in my mind

Overthinking

Over drinking

I am sinking

There’s no beaming

There’s no light to this whole thing

I should quit while I’m ahead

Stop believing

He hates me

She hates me

My friends hate me

My family hate me

My pets hate me

I hate myself

There’s nothing to believe

Quit dreaming thеre’s good life

Once you makе it out too many negatives

To put me down

I feel the hate around

I just wanna pick this up

I wanna end it right now


[Interlude]


[Verse 2]

Yeah no ones gonna get me after this song

No ones gonna be here for me all along

I know I will die alone

Hating that you leaving me

Hate that you hate me

What can I do to fix that?

What can I do for you to come back?

Every girl has left me cause of how worried I get

Every male friend has left me cause I’m a threat

Every female friend has left me cause their uncomfortable

No matter what I do to apologise it’s impenetrable

I joke from time with people

But they see me being serious and evil

It hurts me to my core cause it’s deceitful

I just wanna rip my heart cause I’m not terrible

I just wanna be gone if I’m honest

So you all can live without me if thats a promise