Today the demons left me alone

But not without a fight

They told me

"Don't be sorry about the people

Don't feel guilty about the dead

They will never understand you

They will always walk the path of darkness

They will never stand beside you

They will always doubt your lord and savior"

Why do I feel alive?

I should feel dead inside

Beg for mercy for my God

Show no mercy for my God

Swallow the weak

Feed the disease