Released on February 1, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Patience

Been waiting

Vacant

So fading

Lately

Been chasing

Something that will save me

New game

I'm failing

New girl

Don’t play me

New friends

Please change me


[Verse 2]

Life ain't changed for me what's next?

How can they say do your best?

They think I need some rest but

I’ve been up all night depressed

I know I know that's just life

Tell yourself that to feel right

Forbidden fruit don't take a bite

'Cause then you'll see what lies inside

Deep inside your fucking mind

The evil thoughts you like to hide

[?] keep switching sides

What if the life I live's a lie?

What if the love I find goes dry?

Divorce tell the kids I tried

Remorse when your daughter cries

What if your son just fucking dies?


[Verse 3]

I've been thinking like this since

Sixteen man ain't that some shit?

Someone save me from my spirit

Think I’m hanging off the cliff

Spiral down to the abyss

Demons came to give a lift

[?] back into the list

And now my mind is really split


[Verse 4]

Fly off to the icy clouds

Heart is pounding oh so loud

Can’t breathe man it's like I’m drowning

Soul is covered with a shroud

Darkness looms it's on the prowl

Suffocate your mind with doubt

Didn't mean to take this route

But it's too late to save me now