[Verse 1]

Hold up by

Hold up by now I realize

You ain't mine

Need to slow my grind yes

You are kind but

It’s a lie

It's a disguise

You dipped on me for another guy

Really I didn't know why

I called when you cried

[?]

Fucking know I tried?

[Verse 2]

Who am I kidding? I don’t care

'Cause problems find me anywhere

When life stands still it's really rare

[?] about that feeling in my chair

I feel like all these voices stare

The noise these eyes make I can't bear

I'm that guy that looks at what she wears

[?] my soul so I can compare

[Verse 3]

But I think it's kinda funny

I'm just a guy with no damn money

Stay isolated dressing bummy

Really don't care what they’re thinking of me

Life’s too fast so I guess I'm running

And got no time to find me a honey

Each time I try I feel like a dummy

’Cause I try to make something out of nothing

[Verse 4]

I sit back I need to function

Careful now 'cause I'm tired of trusting

[?] something was when it really wasn't

Now I’m telling you now so don't make assumptions

Don't you worry man you just relax

Don't let the demons talk they can't distract

Nah man go ahead and come in contact

What one half says and the other [?]

Damn