[Verse 1]

Nights are getting colder

Nowadays almost never sober

Time speeding up I'm getting older

Wanna say my feelings but I still ain’t told her

Isn't it crazy how time just flies?

Things [?] even when you try

Insane shit happens but you're not surprised

Keep going ’cause you don't wanna die

Things are just hidden so you open three eyes just to see

People don't see potential but you see potential mentally

Something small happens some just aren't supposed to be

Maybe someday you'll realize and you'll be travelling on a great blue sea

But maybe that's just a far fetched dream

It's just crazy not to think about these types of things

Things don’t hold when you don’t tend to the trees

Maybe have a kid to tell about the birds and bees

Showing the family who never had faith in me

To show them that I know how to make it through

Think that I am blind and clueless but I'll show them that’s not true

[?] how much come off the blue

[?] face and I was always there for you

True family stays by everyone realized never really gonna [?] some fucking [?]

Family stays by because it's all they got

Funny how most of my friends you just hang out with a lot

Truth is relations [?]

Our family are snakes and they're acting bold

[?] just 'cause they were never really told

[Verse 2]

That times have changed

Things aren’t like before when there was very few lanes

We were on the path we wanted but we've all gone stray

We know all the consequences and all the growing pains

But it's all right I've learned to see and accept this trap

I look back to when I would just grab the knife and then could I ever just end my life

I realized I can't need to accept shit and take on life like a man

Can you even know my head is crammed

Can't get over how many times I ran

'Cause it wouldn't be right

Got real family and we all help each other fight

I swear man me and these people are so damn tight

And we stroll through even through the darkest nights

And that's because we got each other

There are friendships that [?] was like no other

Truthfully we'll pull ourselves out the gutter

All good as long as I have my sisters and my brothers, yeah

[Verse 3]

'Cause that's all I got when I look back on this

To the day I rather they here when physically they're not

Funny how my best friendships started out with some fucking pot

And that's the truth

A lot of good potential in a generation's youth

We have all the supplies just need to make the move

I'm being brainwashed to think you must work in some sales booth

[Verse 4]

Things are changing along with the tone

This goes to the kids coming from broken homes

[?] been through all this know that you're not alone

I'm sure there's a friend somewhere a dial away on your phone

I get you want a good life but you're just scared

Scared to go through life you think nobody cares

But there's people watching you

Why do they stare?

Just focus on who's real who will always be there

They see in the end they'll be like 'my oh my'

Show them you know what to do and make it by

That you're not [?] learn how to fly

The look on their faces will be so damned surprised

[?] go to look in the mirror and let yourself down

A failure don't reach for the pills on the shelf

Just go talk to someone

Get yourself some help

'Cause truthfully everyone in this world needs some help [?]

[Verse 5]

'Cause I just dwell

I swear that my brain is in hell

Locked up with no key in a cell

But I'm [?] on my shelf

You knew me dang could you tell?

My pain is my strength

[?] life is I don't worry about the length

Just push through like a fucking tank

Don't care if I'm strange

It's why I write music otherwise I'd be dead in the [?]

I'm finding my way

[?] moment but I'll be okay

[?] relax [?] stay to my faith

And for now and I'll be straight

I mean I tell myself that for my sake