[Verse 1]

No lie

I've been lying in this bed

Now my minds tied

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Since the old times

Guess I'm [?] 'cause I'm bringing the cold vibes

I got a coal mine yeah

I got a gold mine

Feeling low 'cause I'm always dreaming so high

So high playing games

While my brains fried

Need to balance my cerebral 'cause it ain't right

Hate life but I feel like I should try

'Cause I await death

Greet her with open arms

Shit let's have sex

Feel blessed 'cause I finally get a good rest

[?] stuck on the same trance

So stressed

Over paper checks and phone texts

Your flexing that rolex but that shit is bogus

Your whole life is hocus

Don't act like you know us

Don't get it I'm still stuck

But won't seek no closure, uh

[Verse 2]

Oh well

Guess it's just my past

Catching up

'Cause I left it fast

Some friends matter

Some didn't last

Some still here

I really hope it's not an act

I've been puffing on the gas so need to fill a glass

But now I take dabs so I can feel relaxed

Need to take a step back 'cause one day I'll be a dad

But let's face the facts

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[Outro]

Where're you going?

Why are you going?

You told me once to forget the past, 'cause it doesn't matter

But you're the one still tied to the past, Spike