[Verse 1]

Shit to be honest I'm just barely pulling through

Don’t know where I'll be at the age of twenty two

These eye opening drugs but I still see my [?]

Just hoping I don't fuck up then I end up in the SHU

Woah something up something just ain’t right

Could it be the voices speaking to me in the night?

Shit I'm not scared honestly I think we're pretty tight

Take over yeah they might but know that won't be an easy fight

[Verse 2]

Things running in my head

Things people can't see

A young kid who's trying to chase all these dreams

They may not realize everything is just not what it seems

Damn [?] opened minds eye at the age of seventeen

All the hoops you jump through just to make a living

We all fight each other but don't see the real villains

The world's gonna end I just have a gut feeling

Think we got life figured out but we just still don’t know the meaning

[Verse 3]

Seriously just what the fuck is going on?

Could I make music before my mind is really gone?

Do the things I do ’cause I need to [?] my lungs

It's why every other day I’m working on a new song

In reality that shit to me is just therapeutic

I like knowing that I'm making meaningful music

I quit on the skating days

Stopped doing [?]

Path was waiting on me my brain just had to choose it

I wish I started earlier if I'm being honest

At the same time I don't give a shit ’cause nobody is flawless

I understand that everything in life just isn't promised

I just hope [?] she have the mind and beauty of a goddess

[Verse 4]

Maybe someday I will really understand

Maybe someday I can stop falling and just land

If you're feeling really low then [?] can grab my hand

Don't listen to the haters saying you can't start a band

It feels like we're getting near to the end of this verse

Remember that through bad times that it could be worse

It's not life lessons

It's more like you rehearse

Because the truth is that life is just one fucked up curse