[Verse 1]

I lived life different

Old friends left my side

"Should've said no

But you brought her inside."

Yeah, I let her in

But she's stuck in my mind

"Why invite her

If she's been in love with two other guys?"

I don't know

I love her

Maybe this was meant to be

I'm an idiot

For thinking it was destiny

Fell in, Climbed out

Love and Lust are both of my enemies

Turn pages

The papers are blank

Story time's over

I don't feel anythang

Dang

I really lost who I was before

My eyes are sore

But I promise I try

Awake for 4 days

I don't even say hi

Friends dust me

And I promise I cry

Every single night

It's a problem inside

Even if I'm rogue

I promised I tried