Released on August 24, 2018

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Intro

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah/

I'm not looking for any love/

I'm not looking for any...

Chorus

I'm not who I used to be/

Things have gotten through to me/

These days shit ain't true to me and girl I hope you know, know/

These days shit ain't new to me/

No ones ever proved to me/

What they said they'll do for me and lately that's a low blow/

Everybody notices, don't you think I notice it?/

Everybody notices, everybody knows/

Everybody notices, don't you think I notice it?/

Everybody notices, everybody owes, promises/

Verse 1

I hope I never break them/

Every time I take a look around someone need me to save them/

I can barely help myself right now and it's so hard to tell them everybody/

Need somebody and it's overwhelming, yeah its overwhelming shit I swear it's crucial/

Never put your all into it till the efforts mutual/

Got so many niggas tryna sabotage my future/

They can't assassinate my dreams man I'm not Martin Luther/

Now let's switch up the topic of conversation I'm anxious/

I'm tryna fix all the things that I took for granted/

I really hope I never came off as off standish/

But if a rapper thinks I am then yeah I planned it, comprehend it/

I been searching for a reason for the things that I believe in/

Like the qualities I look for in the girls that love deceiving/

Denial ain't just a river found in Egypt/

I know the couple friends around me see it/

Chorus

I'm not who I used to be/

Things have gotten through to me/

These days shit ain't true to me and girl I hope you know, know/

These days shit ain't new to me/

No ones ever proved to me/

What they said they'll do for me and lately that's a low blow/

Everybody notices, don't you think I notice it?/

Everybody notices, everybody knows/

Everybody notices, don't you think I notice it?/

Everybody notices, everybody owes, promises/

Verse 2

I'm not content, no/

Fuck your consent, yeah/

We aren't friends, you must repent/

I can't pretend like everything is alright when they ask me if I'm okay/

Cause the moment that I slip up I just end up in my old ways/

Cause I can't, control, these strong, emotions/

Every time there's up and downs I follow all the motions, oh/

I don't know/

Where to go, yeah/

I'm on edge/

I made a pledge/

I ain't forget, just wait a minute/

I been searching for a reason for the things that I believe in/

Like the qualities I look for in the girls that love deceiving/

Denial ain't just a river found in Egypt/

I know the couple friends around me see it/

Outro

I'm not who I used to be...