Released on August 24, 2018

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Chorus

There's no love, but lust now/

These bitches out of luck now/

Let get it though, I'm with it though/

There's so much potential for us now/

There's not to many I trust now/

I keep my things on hush now/

Let's get it though, I'm with it though/

Pardon, my past a dub now/

Take a ride with me on "FDR drive"/

Getting high by the horizon helps me feel alive/

Been through war I'm on my side I'm blessed I survived/

There's some things you can't escape until the day you die/

Verse 1

I'm work in the progress/

But I'm lost in the process/

Fighting these demons intoxicated you would think that I'm possessed/

Searching for answers to why I'm dealing with the cards I'm dealt/

There's not to many things I know but at least I know myself/

Just last year so much was different/

Girl you don't even know how I been living/

Things had got difficult ppl went missing/

Losing friends wasn't a random decision/

I lost their loyalty over denero/

Mama always told me I came premero/

My biggest problem is learning to let go/

I asked you for marriage and you paused and said no and I, decided/

To drink, and light it/

I chose, to numb, the pain, and fight it/

I fell, in love, with the, excitement/

Girl mentally my thoughts are lost in confinement/

I wish somebody would help me come fine them cause/

Chorus

There's no love, but lust now/

These bitches out of luck now/

Let get it though, I'm with it though/

There's so much potential for us now/

There's not to many I trust now/

I keep my things on hush now/

Let's get it though, I'm with it though/

Pardon, my past a dub now/

Take a ride with me on "FDR drive"/

Getting high by the horizon helps me feel alive/

Been through war I'm on my side I'm blessed I survived/

There's some things you can't escape until the day you die/

Verse 2

Oh your eyes, won't deny/

What you feel inside you cannot hide the tears you cried/

You never had to say a thing I understood/

Cause the same pain that you feels I under took/

Mama I'm not who you raised/

I'm not who you wished I'd be/

I dropped out of college and even tho she loves me it doesn't mean that she likes me/

When I drop rappers will dislike me/

They will have no words to describe me/

Keep the hate coming cause I'll love it more than the fake love I use to help drive me/

Love is such a stepping stone/

I hate to be left alone/

Girl Im always left abandoned every time I get shit wrong/

Cause I, just fall, for the, excitement/

Emotionally my heart is lost in confinement/

I wish somebody would help me come find it cause/

Chorus

There's no love, but lust now/

These bitches out of luck now/

Let get it though, I'm with it though/

There's so much potential for us now/

There's not to many I trust now/

I keep my things on hush now/

Let's get it though, I'm with it though/

Pardon, my past a dub now/

Take a ride with me on "FDR drive"/

Getting high by the horizon helps me feel alive/

Been through war I'm on my side I'm blessed I survived/

There's some things you can't escape until the day you die/

Outro

But I try, I try/