[Verse 1]
I got a friend who says the end is near
There ain’t no time to hold back
And he’s feeling good today, he might smoke the whole pack
8:15 and we’re waiting for the bus
Then Jake tells me he ain’t waiting for nothing
All the running and franticness for who for what?
He said "I don’t get them folks, they just fit like spokes, I just drift like smoke
So to the breeze I go, flow like them concrete roads, roll, I just do my thing"
I cleared my throat and said
"Okay but know what you throw
Everything boomerangs"
He said: "save the ten cent zen-isms for the
Dopes in the circus tent
Time is the only thing permanent and its looking late my friend"
So here we are surviving in the city’s vacant ends
Where the wild things are and the pavement ends
We say come what may one hundred percent
[Hook]
Here we are looking lost today
Trying to find our way
Let me tell you about the joy and the hurt
And the feeling of being washed away
You could swear the whole world’s a stage
Another day in the masquerade
You can see both sides of their face
A day short and a dollar late
Here we are looking lost today
Trying to find our way
Let me tell you about the joy and the hurt
And the feeling of being washed away
The way the ache permeates
Its sink or syncopate
I walk with you, you walk with me
You won’t find what you want but you’ll find what you need
[Verse 2]
Hard land, heartland, speeding the plow
Grinding all day cops beating him down
Big dreams someday he’s going to
Reach new ground
But he’s smoking all day to even him out
We greet with a pound he’s like what up ock
Ten to ten I’m up and down this block
I said why you let them rocks weigh down your socks
Then he looked at me and stopped
He said look at the ants doing the downtown dance
I vowed to God I’d never bow like that
This is what was left for me
Call it entropy, glamorized relentlessly
This is what the white kids love to buy
But they turn a blind eye to the ugly side
No help I’ve mouths to feed
But you know, die on your feet on
It’s like a jungle sometimes, see how the
Jackals can hide?
They even shackled our minds
We grab the saddles and ride
One stitch at a time, make a wing from a nickel and dime
Side by side until we finally arrive
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
10 PM, whistle blowing, the day is growing dark
I met the homegirl SKS o the bridge at Loring Park
We stayed up late drinking, smoking
Talking backwards
Laughing under a moon of alabaster
Looking at downtown smiling
That bright battleship on the horizon
We talked about dying, legacy, infamy
Abandoned industry
Feeling strangled, peoples angles
We spoke on angels, heaven and hell
While the church across the park rang
Its twelve o’clock bells
And she sighed to herself, another day in the veldt
Pulled the dagger from her hip and turned it in
Scratched another notch in the cracked
She took a pull of whiskey and said I’ll play
The hand I’m dealt
And I’m going to get there you know
Even if I have to put the feathers on myself
Side by side one stitch at a time until we find it, over that line
We go side by side one stitch at a time until we
Find it, over that line
Here we are looking lost today, trying to
Find our way
Let me tell you about the joy and the hurt and
The feeling of being washed away
Washed away, washed away, washed away but we’re on our way
He doesn’t want to be just another ant in the colony; not just another mindless sheep in the herd. He wants to stand out as his own and live life on his own premises.
She’s been starving for quite a while, and when the innermost notch in her belt no longer does the job and the width of her belt is too wide, she has to punch in a new one with her knife. She losing weight and getting thinner
People spend so much time chasing false idols and goals created by society, but what for? What is the purpose by chasing all the values, created by someone else? Jake tells Sims that he has spend too much time reaching for something he thought he wanted. Now he realizes that his values are found elsewhere, so he wants to stop his frantic running and take some time to think about what HE actually wants
This could be a reference to a “myth” created by Newsweek Magazine that surfaced in the early 90’s. They stated that they, through research (that turned out to be false), estimated 80% of the hiphop audience to be white people. The truth was, that this “myth” was just a nice marketing tool used by media corporations to justify ad revenues for Top 40 radio stations.
What Sims' friend is saying is, that if you wanna live off rap-music, you gotta target the white audience, that’s where the money is. And white kids don’t want to hear about hard times, trials and errors and such, they turn a blind eye to the ugly side and buy that watered down no-substance rap. That’s the kind of rap Sims' friend is producing.
Famously said by Emiliano Zapata, a mexican revolutionary, in 1979.
It’s better to die while standing proud on your feet, after living YOUR life, than live a long life on your knees, living a life forced upon you. Dolores Ibárruri rephrased it quite nicely:
For it would be better to die once and for all than to suffer pain for all one’s life
The quote is often miscredited to Che Guevara. Sims himself says he got it from Che.