[Verse]

Living like I know what I wanna do with my life

Living like I don't hear my parents fight all the time

My birth mom dipped out early and tried to come back twice

And I ain't seen her in some time, Don't know how it’s sitting right

Remembering those nights, I remember like they were bad dreams

I tell you bout my story, I bet you forget I'm 16

And I pray more than I eat, Cause I take all they can give me

I would talk to someone but, No one finna be with me

That's that pain, yeah, I used to crave recognition

I don't care bout the fame now, I lost that someone and it’s like

Nothing been the same now, I lost her and it hurt me

So I'm really out my brain now, I need confidence

Looking in the mirror tryna find myself

Cause all these people tell me I'm cool, but they don't mean it now

And I used to be a king I think I lost my crown

Cause I pretend I love myself, Man I don't love myself

And it get real deep

But you don't feel what I'm saying, You just hear me

They know I spit that real, So now they fear me

But a million and one raps, Still couldn't hear me

Yeah that's real

[Outro]

Hear what I feel?

All these feelings in my brain man I could kill

I don't know how I'm still alive

Live every day with thoughts of suicide

Not because my mama

Not cause the drama

I just feel like I'm sick