Released on May 3, 2019

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[Chorus - Alex Marie Brinkley]

Tell me you love me, tell me I'm crazy

For thinking it's over now

Tell me we're perfect, tell me were worth it

All the heartache you're bringing down

Oh tell me


[Verse 1 - Simplisity]

I been through a lot but I don't ask for your attention

I don't have a heart it's hard for me to feel affection

I'll love you temporarily even though that I feel attachment

So I search for lust instead of love to fill the scars I'm left with

I'm stressed cause I want love but I can't find the one I'm searching for

They say give it time or else you'll close your doors

But I can't afford to sit around and act like I'm not aboard

This boat that is my love, I'll ride it till it hits the shore

I'm blessed with this evil curse that I seem to call my brain

Changes emotions but not a single one can I obtain

So I keep searching and searching for that one I can

But everytime it tells me to leave you again

I'm hardwired to mess up every single time it seems

So I'll just keep searching for my, searching for my dreams

Maybe that is the one thing that was meant to be

Anything to help keep me off, keep me off the streets


[Chorus - Alex Marie Brinkley]

Tell me you love me, tell me I'm crazy

For thinking it's over now

Tell me we're perfect, tell me were worth it

All the heartache you're bringing down

Oh tell me


[Verse 2 - Simplisity]

I keep my heart open, closing out the world of hopeless

Clouded my mind through bottles, I used to swallow my emotions

We’re all alive but are we really living, who the hell knows

This fire that burns inside, I get in the booth and smell smoke

See happily ever after is just a fairy tale quote

I'm having trouble laughing, I suck at feelings, I know

At times I seem worthless

Lost my feelings I’m hurting

Certain things make me feel as if I’m deserted

In a crowd of uncertains, me versus

Every soul that controls a body on the earth's surface

Followed by trouble so long the imperfections seem perfect

Guess sometimes you get what you deserve even if you didn’t earn it

Guess that's why I been in the booth everyday I'm working

And it’s starting to pay off, I just got offered a promo deal

And instead of cents, I'm making real bills

All my Royalties been fat guess this how money feels

To get this feeling every day you that'd I would kill

And I will, but the last thing is to be on stage rapping

I'm in love with the feeling, only thing that makes me happy

I don't have room for women cause they stress me out

Only bad things in the past, so I plan to clear them out

I'm sick of tryna' find the right words to say

What I felt like screaming to the mic every day

I saw the heat coming, I thought I could take it

But I went down with the flames of the ember I created


[Chorus - Alex Marie Brinkley]

Tell me you love me, tell me I'm crazy

For thinking it's over now

Tell me we're perfect, tell me were worth it

All the heartache you're bringing down

Oh tell me