[Verse 1]

Lately, it's been really hard

My breath filled with burning shards

I'm leanin' back, in this bombard

I feel this beat, like my beating heart

I am bringing justice to my life this time

I can't weep all the time and come here to lie

This is my judgement hall of my damn life

You better believe my painful suffering cries

I didn't come here to see what life gave me to see

I am here because life prejudiced me to livе and be

I came herе with every imperfection of a man to always seize

So don't come here to judge my being in my state of painful greed

I feel all of your pain, but no one stands here to feel any of mine

This demon of sorrow won't leave me, do you understand that, is that fine?

I am filled with guilt and no one cares, I can't even eat and dine

I can't feel happy and see all of that extremely beautiful shine

Feels so crazy to say, it feels like a terrible dream, is any of this real?

No one believes me anymore, but guess what, now you know how I feel!

This is my life and I won't lie anymore this is the truth of the real deal

So you better believe my beating heart, beating to the depth of my grounded heel

[Verse 2]

I am at a contagious health, feeling like a sailed man

I am infected to the brim, I can't act anymore as if I don't give a damn

Really how do I live like this

I don't know how I breathe this foggy mist

These cloudy swords, impaling through each hit

My bloodless bones cracking my fists

This place filled with burdens to the core

Is breaking me down like a theorist with all of his lore

Taking me down until I can't feel pain anymore

Mental bruises, broken neurons, I feel so sore

I just can't handle it anymore, I've been through enough

No one wants to feel like me, well I'm feeling pretty softened up

My guilt cowers over me, I'm not playing soft anymore, I'm feeling pretty rough

So anyone want to say that I lied, well? I'm not hearing the crowd anymore, pretty tough?

This is my mental state right now, first time I've ever felt alive

Do you like me now? No? Well at least you never ever tried

I've been doubted my whole journey, but now that's just a funny nursery rhyme

Doubt me, society, yeah good propriety, on my property, waste of time, huh?

Now who would stand to help someone in need? No one? Like everyone I considered friends

Like just hearing people saying "yes" backstabbing me next, leaving a few dents

Got me happy for a half a year, then ignore my existence, pretty heartless

Well guess what, my heart still beats for you "friends", now will you understand this?

[Outro]

My energetic rage overwhelmed my senses

Dread starts raining, my mind again infected

I try my best, no one appreciates it

They just take my mistakes and pressurize my conscience

Got to end my story in a good ending, right?

Well no stories end like that all night

I don't want to stand to even go and fight

I feel dizzy, like being from a high height

This is a time of despair

No one is comin' to save me, I need some repairs

I don't know what to do anymore, just beware

This is the end of my saga, the crisis ends right there...