Released on September 12, 2020

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[Chorus]

I'm prayin' like "Dear, Simon"

Help me live how I wanted to be

I sing along with myself

'Cause no one will sing along with me


[Verse 1]

I'm thinkin' a lot mentally

And I don't know how to process my overreactions

That come in heavily, I think about my dog

That I'll never see him and he'll never see me

And when I got angry for a miscomprehension of the situation

Angry for what I was told without context and what my mind processed

I began to love less, got upset and in the moment and this anger manifested

In my brain so much that my instincts got the best of me, not fеstive

The poor thing went undеr a car to keep himself warm

Since outside it was cold, it was the winter time though

Owners of the car hopped into it without knowin' who or if

Something was under the car, car starts up and kept doggo even more warm

Look I don't care about my rhymes, let me explain how I feel

Criticise me later and beat me down mentally and leave me exhiled, deal?

So they move the car a bit and crushed the dog which was accidental

They tried to save him but he was old so the rest of it was like his hopeless toothless mouth, no dental


[Chorus x2]

I'm prayin' like "Dear, Simon"

Help me live how I wanted to be

I sing along with myself

'Cause no one will sing along with me


[Verse 2]

Say whatever you want and criticise me as an artist

I expose myself to this stuff, you wouldn't handle a second

Even some friends just criticise my music where I was in a bad mental state

I talked about how I felt, now how can you criticise me while not holdin' a straight face

You were just laughin', while I was actin' to be okay

I know my music isn't for everyone but I don't attack someone at their lowest

I at least have the integrity to try and help the kid in question

You got a good childhood, good for you, wow everyone cares about you

Talk with everyone at school, but guess what I'm too shy and timid to

Do that, even though my flow isn't intriguing here, sorry move that

Call me offbeat, want to discover lyrics and technicality

Listen to "Combat", "Difference" or "Disappointment", I really

Have more songs that are clever but I don't have to mention all

Now I'm even makin' a movie, and I bloody my fists to strengthen them

Just for a scene while I punch a tree, to show the strength of a character

People consider me an actual decent actor, one of the moments I cherish for sure


[Chorus]

I'm prayin' like "Dear, Simon"

Help me live how I wanted to be

I sing along with myself

'Cause no one will sing along with me