Released on April 22, 2020

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[Intro]

Hi. How are you?

-I'm feelin' pretty well, and you?

Well, I'm feelin' pretty bad

-Really?

Yeah

-Oh well actually, I don't know how I feel anymore

Me neither

-I'm sorry to hear that

Well guess what, you just heard it


[Verse]

You know I have to vent, take out my anger while I breath it out, like a ventilation system

That's where you will see my red eyes comin' out in your sleep paralysis nightmare with scary momentum

I'm seein' red like a grim reaper, blood shot, vessels screwed into my eyes and I can't shut 'еm

Petrified in your dread, goin' deepеr, spinal colomb dropped, you can't move from all sides, this how you fail in stardom

Imagine not being able to sleep without the lights open

Scared of your own realistic dreams

Wish I could open my scalp to wash my brain, soap in

It's realistic enough to feel or so it seems

But I want real life to be fake

Because I feel like the people that I consider best friends don't care for me

And they won't and don't care for my own sake

What am I supposed to do? My head hurts, I don't know if I should stay or if I should leave?

I think that I am lost, I just woke up, my windows are tainted baby blue

Light fallin' at the perfect angle, I'm confused, everythin' around me feels symmetrical too

I get up from my bed, I walk a few steps, thinkin' it's normal, I enter my room

Seein' this portrait of me, I feel like the eyes are following me, oh wait, someone's with me, but whom?

My muscles stiffen, goosebumps form on my forearm, my heartbeat crescendos

I'm scared, I hear this tense sound in my eardrums, throbbing, it's increasing though

I don't know, the tiles creak under my feet, I don't want to turn around anymore

Prayin' that it's just my imagination playin' tricks, I feel heavy steps in my corridor

My eardrums start creating loud symphonies in my ears, hurting my head, it's just goin' allegro

Seconds start to feel like hours, I'm lost in time and I want to see what's behind me, so

I try to breath, but I choke up from the fear, everythin' turns silent, I turn around very slowly

In the moment I'm dumbstruck, what am I lookin' at? I'm stuck in place, I can't move my sole, feet

Am I lookin' at a mirror? But the mirror is smilin' back at me

With no pupils, his eyes are just white and emotionless, I can't uncover his identity

Is it just me, because that creature is walkin' in my direction creepily

He has a knife in his hands too, feels like his breath is on my shoulders, heavily

My mind was scared and the fear explodes (boom) like an onomatopoeia

Metaphors can't describe the fear, can't you see?

In that moment, enveloped in the blue rays, I wished I could cry on a mat to see a

Life that you could understand what I feel and

To bury my fear quickly like in quick sand

But this demon was in my home, my territory, my land

Dashin' at me with that jagged and rigid weapon

I'm backed into my closet, he slashes, I start collapsin'

All I know is that a piece of blood trickles down into the damned

I wake up again, with the same obscurity in the windows

My heart starts racing, I go to my room, I don't hear anything, my trembling crescendos

I go slowly to my closet and the wound in my dream starts hurtin', it was my elbow

I arrived at the closet and all I see is that same little piece of blood on the floor


[Outro]

-Ahahah, I guess I did hear it

Yeah, you did

-Imagine how it would feel to be an adult!

Yeah but we are 8 years old, that will be in a long time

-Yeah, I guess...

It feels so hard to be a kid with school and stuff

-Dude I agree! See you later, bro!