[Intro]

Yeah

I'm here now, you know me

It's been a short journey but this really is insane

Why is this hard, hm?

Why do I recognize this dark place, why?

[Verse 1]

Why have I been here all around, I don't want to see this place

I want to leave and go away

But this thing is a virus that stays

I can't live without dread everyday

I don't know how it feels to eat a filet

I am alone in a ghost town, astray

I can't see, what you made for me

I can't breathe, this smell that strongly reeks

I live here, it's my fate and destiny

I know I'm not a hero, I'm a villain of harmony

I don't want to go back, cut me some slack

It's a nuclear war out there, too dark too black

Radioactive dread spreads across my mind plaque

It feeds off of me and my mental backpack

I am losing memories, I can't remember who I am?

I don't know why it's so familiar, like the name Sam?

Was he my old friend from my childhood, my right wing man?

Or is he a faulty memory, a sharp knife cutting through hard rigid ham?

I don't have time to think, I shouldn't give a motherfucking damn

But I need answers before I enter this broken and dangerous land

[Chorus x2]

I've been here for more times than I've been alive on this planet

I don't want to see this war zone, it's a tragedy like Hamlet

No one hears my ear screeching cries, on this low summit

I can't live another second here, it's raining heavy blue bullets

[Verse 2]

I am lost, I don't know what to do

I'm losing ground, I don't know where to move

I don't want to lose, I'm heavily bruised

I left my shoes, I'm on the loose

I got to prove my self worth through my fragile fuse

I am in pain, feels like I'm holding a big cruise

It's a big ship that breaks through an iceberg half in two

It's putting so much pressure on my back, I'm losing sight through my view, oh

I'm not no more a ruthless machine

I still have no emotions and sense of dopamine

I'm an aggresive being which loves destruction

But it's all a lie, I'm fragile like the new generation

Chemical outbreak, high doses of oxygen

Rampage, apocalypse, no time for migration

Blood tears, mushroom cloud, everyone's a felon

I lost trust, leave me, for the longest duration

I feel exiled from my friends and the homes

I feel exiled from everything, stuck alone

I feel exiled from my inability to have fun and roam

I feel exiled from my joy that never calls me on the phone

I feel exiled from life, killing my chromosomes

I feel exiled from what I don't want, kept it on hold

I feel exiled from my childhood, memories down in the cold

I felt exiled from my pain that always had grown

[Chorus x2]

I've been here for more times than I've been alive on this planet

I don't want to see this war zone, it's a tragedy like Hamlet

No one hears my ear screeching cries, on this low summit

I can't live another second here, it's raining heavy blue bullets

[Outro]

I don't know what to think, I don't know what to do

I am left here, stuck, I don't want to lose

Gravity trips, fall down, I can't feel or move

This the end of my story, seein' my movie through this disaster of a view